sis din get in usp. its a kind of vvvv :( to not be able to share e joys esp when you know she shd be there.

im really e "luckier" of e pair, in tt while i always manage to scrape above in every case since pri skoo, she scrapes below it barely. a sad conservation. i mean, what kind of aaaab grade misses all ships even e nus ones?!

another guy was telling me abt his tots on e laws of life, which i mostly agree on, except the way he presents these as ironclad, bcos there is one more law i subscribe to, and tt is the nonabsoluteness of it all. the irony of this law is that being sure of it discounts itself, which i suppose gives an inkling of e reflection of the zen koans, of unspeakable untruths.

which i hope applies, tt sis achieves her dreams no matter how rocky e path is, bcos there is jus no One way.

sleeping in chatters couch late in night and feeling weird. a weirdness that betrays exposition because i darent pen it down. will go enjoy and steep myself in this emoness heh.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Butterfly_Lovers#Historical_accounts

Woah haha never knew that it's like, so real! And so.. hmm... how to say, the immortal remains are like a strange connection to the past, the memory of the event maps the link.